Potluck..lucky me

Lucky la sbb dgn perasaan yg asik lapar je skarang, acara harini: makan dgn jaya
makan makan makan sbb potluck raya kat ofis
dari pagi acara makan dah start..dok ulang makan tp tak abes2 sbb byk betul

jeli, bolognaise sp, steambot, mi kari, lauk kurma daging, rendang, segala mcm lauk pauk nasi lg, kek2, puding, kueteow goreng, lemang, lontong..mane tak 5-6 kali round 

ummi buat butir nangka, antara feveret ummi le..makanan org2 tua sbb liat2 takyah guna gigi nak makan..main slurp2 aje..kalo mimpi ummi malam ni nasib le..sungguh2 gentel satu2 mlm td

ade byk menu
tp yg plg menarik minat ummi ialah acar telur
1st time makan
akak ofis kate masakan minang
sedap..masam2 manis2..tataula..bile kena dgn nasi panas2..fuhhh

Acar telur..yummm

i think baby must be very happy today ^_^

The Story of TVXQ (English Ver.)

Just for TVXQ fans whom still in the dark of the truth

and for the other KPOP fans..this story is quite an eye-opener ..crazy fans can also do harm

p/s: Apart from the fact that TVXQ was indeed an incredible group back in my U days..TVXQ also brings back memories of my time with my dear friends Eela, Ifah, Dalila and Kekna..all of us were crazy bout them then (though it was a harmless kind of crazy)..that's why I have such soft spot for them and feel saddened knowing their story

and U-Know has always been mine.. errr.. my favourite :P (tu..dia yg nyanyi plg hujung kanan masa berlima tu and muke mcm Tan Chee Han adhuyaii)

Monologue: Berpada-pada

*saje bg entry sket..kosong nar space ni

All this while, in my time spent blogwalking around, surfing around, korek2 gossip around *eh..
saya faham seperkara mengenai dunia internet yg tak keterbatasan nih

There is a fine line between 'expressing happiness' and 'braggingness'..a so very thin fine line...

unless if that person is likeable and fofular..:) die brag pun org gelak2 suke
cube kalo org tu mmg stok tak disukai? 

Sekitar Ramadhan Syawal dan Walimah

Ramadhan

"eh eh..ayah wan watpe?"
Love this shot..mcm classic photo

"Oooo..nak join..tp nak tengok jeee~"

Makhluk yg di ambang perkahwinan memang cenggini kot..guna bunga api pun jadik  angaunye

 Syawal

Satu hari di hari raya..ummi tema mahsuri la sangat 

Anak...ko memang mata comel besar bulat2 ummi gerrrammm

Ayah suke baju melayu johor sbb takyah pakai sampin kat luar..sesuai dgn style die  yg tak suke baju rimas2 tp kawen plak dgn family yg protokol di hari raya org lelaki mesti lengkap baju melayu bersampin  sehari suntuk..tp tetibe taun ni ayah rajin nk cari songkok johor..kenangan kott..dah tggalkn johor la kate..izz mmg anak johor maa

Kamarul Ariffin clan..taun 2011 beraya di kampung mama di Parit Buntar yg dah berwajah baru

Arwah Tok Wan Azib clan..awek tok wan duk dlm umah takmo kuar

Buat surprise party for Iki my dear cousin yg dah mcm adik sndiri.. His birthday mmg best..1 negara cuti..31 Aug..and the pecan butterscotch cake was marvelloussssssssss..sib bek ade secret recipe bukak lewat malam raya2 aritu..pas makan kek Iki lak jd kek sbb kena tepung dek sepupu sepapat sume :D

Kereta ayah broke down at Taiping..akhirnye Neo kesayangan ayah yg bekerja keras PG-Sah Alam-PG  for about 5 years mula wore down..2 mggu kot dikerjakan dek ayah dn kawannya yg kerja di Proton Lotus R3..ingatkan dah tadek harapan..kini kembali menderum (tp cam hovver sgt jek bunyi deruman Neo ni skarang..Ummi malas nk tanya Ayah ape yg die upgrade..bukan paham pon)

Masa kereta sedang tersadai di tepi jalan raya..Chikqa n Nana mengasah lg bakat Izz yg comot momot (but of course yg bukan2 jek di ajarnye..skarang dah terror.. asal sebut peace jek laju je kangkang jari die..)

 Walimatul Urus Muhammad Nazrul Syazwan dn Nurdiyana

Akhrnya ayah wan pun kawen dgn ibu dian pd 16 Sept 2011

Walimatul Urus di rumah pengantin perempuan di Sijangkang Banting 17 Sept 2011. Pengapit Izham merangkap jiran dn best friend Syazwan dr kecik2 hingus2

Di rumah kami di Shah Alam 18 Sep 2011..ramai betul yg dtg smalam..dak ni sengal2 die femes kemain lagi (psl die sengal la kot :P)..Moga berbahagia dunia akhirat..sila bagi Izz cousins yg comel2..kalo boleh lebihkan genetik Dian..jawa pun jawala :P

Life's not a rose garden

Conflicts are such an essential don’t you think? Of life?

It’s troubling, causes havoc, and meltdowns.. But without it one will never arises back

How did I deal with it?

Depends..

But sometimes I do feel that I have the ability to put ignorance at its best

And get the strength to make hard decisions in my life

By being a little ignorant..and stop being the nice person while letting myself get all the hard s**t..and stop thinking too much of what other ppl think (like i’ve always did in my younger years )

Only then did I manage to appreciate myself more..and make the call that is beneficial for me

I don’t know if that’s strength or simply ego

But my rule of thumb

Jadi kuat takpe asalkan jgn org meluat

Org meluat sape pun tanak kawan J ataupun pura2 kawan

This post is inspired from my non-work related activity on my last day of work before Raya Holiday..takde mood nk keja..maka stalking around and ‘terr’ambil tau life conflicts of meaningful people around me..

At this point of life, i think i can say, i appreciate the fact that I’m indeed ageing

It’s not something to be afraid of, but something to be celebrated

Bcos without it, I could never see the world from my perspective like today, could never gained as much experience like i have today, could never make decisions like I have nowadays..and to actually say something back about it..

To my friends and family

Salah silap ampun dipohon

Salam Lebaran

Semoga Allah melimpahkan keberkatan pada kita semua :)

p/s: I want to hold hands with Badrul Amri and grow old together 

What to do

What to do when you suddenly find yourself in the midst of haze
Adapt to it, find your way out, slowly at first but with increasing intensity
Ayat semangat untuk diri sndiri yg rase clueless di tmpt baru :P
So much to learn, so much to grab, so much to endure, so much to persevere

Allah takkan bebankan kita with anything we cant manage
So head up! I'll be fine..
This is the path i've chosen in my long career run
Yes, it is a sacrifice, but a sacrifice that will end up the way i planned my life to be InsyaAllah
Bertatih2 lama berlarila
kate nk jd specialist..heh

Dan PJJ ini rasa sweet..aww
Just got back from PG last weekend
Bawak Izz  (ke umminye?) gi jumpe Ayah

Dapat juge Izz tido di rumah Mak pengasuhnye satu malam
Sampai2 depan rumah, Izz dah cakap "Maakk"
Nampak2 A'a anak bongsu Maknye, Izz trus "A'aa"


A'a ckp dgn Maknya: "Mak, kalau kite bela Izz mahal ke murah??" 
sayangnye mereka kat Izz, terharu rasa

Lepas raya ni, Ayah dah tak kat PG dah
Ummi bawak Izz gi Lumut plak di hujung mggu melawat Ayah kalo die tak balik Shah Alam
hoho..boleh la bercuti2 Malesia skali

sabar ye hati
just for a few years
awal2 masuk industry OnG ni mmg dah tau that one day this kind of thing would happen
but i've my own plan
just follow it thru, InsyaAllah

*Teringat ayat yg Syazwan tampal kat bilik rumah sewa die di Mesir
         "Orang yang bersabar itu disayangi Tuhan   -Kirana"

selingan

ketika yg sgt perasan
ade waitress ckp kat izz, merujuk pada umminye

"mak ek mak ek? bukan kakak?"

bahagia ye saye..kakaka (adakah die ingat bad ialah bapak kitorg??)

arini nak main oven
updates shall be in the next entry
once a year event

...

Terguris

Larat ke Naza?

saya suke baca blog adik saye arini
time kasih abah
naza ni tak mcm adik2 yg mudah menunjukkan emosi dn pandai borak2 dgn abah
tp mungkin sbb naza ni sulung yg buat jd gitu
luaran keras, degil, garang
masa zaman rebel dulu pun sgt rebel
tp bile dah rasa jd parent sekarang
baru paham susah senangnye
dan rasa tak tertanding dgn abah mama lg
paham jugak yg buat naza jd keras gini sbb abah mama mase tu first time jd parent
masih dlm proses nak belajar jd ibu bapa
dah tentu ade trial and error
naza tgk bile makin ke adik2, abah mama dah semakin lama semakin lembut
makin boleh memahami cara nak handle anak2 yg tak boleh blah perangai ni masa waktu mmbesar
naza nampak jugak perubahan mama abah
abah mama yg dulunye garang, skarang makin lama makin lupus asapnye
plg ketara pada abah
asik jd pak lawak je skarang
kalo dulu jgn harap nk dpt abah melawak camtu
tah mane dtg skill melawak die tah, ttb je dapat
skarang bile kadang2 nak marah izz, asik pk balik je betul ke aku buat ni
tp kadang2 terlepas gak
camtula agaknye mama abah dulu besarkn kitorg 4 org
ni naza baru satu

dalam usia skarang ni, naza dah mule terpk2
sampai bile agaknye masa kitorg dgn abah mama
dulu kecik2, asik dengar atuk2 nenek2 org lain pegi mengadap Tuhan
skarang dah besar camni, asik dengar ayah2 mak2 org lain plak camtu
rasa sayu..tak berani nak pk jauh2
rase berat bahu ni bile pk jauh2
larat ke naza nak jaga adik2, mcm mama abah jaga?

Naza T?

Lg 2 more weeks is SDE (last) Annual Dinner
The theme is retro mengimbau kenangan 1983-2011 SDE started at 1983 btw
Apekah jadahnye aku nak pakai neh..83 tu pakai pampers kottt

Me and noni and sarah and farah pakat2
bincang punye bincang punye bincang gile serius bincang nak pakai ape je
we came out with an idea
Let's Hana Tajima!
oh..she is sooo IN right now..
what with her hijab, her outfits..her style is spreading now

Lately i've been playing around with shawls quite a bit tapi gi keja tak buat..not yet..malas kot..haha

my first source for inspiration was actually Maria Elena, the one who got me started fooling around making a cool mess on my head
Oh..if you dont know Maria..she's this famous blogger, very hillarious and outgoing
Only after her did I get to know Hana Tajima..a Japanesse+English mix, a rising British fashion designer, converted to Muslim at 17, sucessful businesswoman, a model as well..she's really something
And there are many others too..there's this club called scarflets for them (nak join boleh??)
I felt quite drawn to their freestyle yet sophisticated ways in 'wrapping' heads haha
Lagipun shawl sgt murah banding tudung2 awning bagai nih..so lagi la poket saya suke
There are no specific rules..you just need a lot of confidence (bcoz people will be staring, definitely)
So..kite tgk jela dinner nnti cemane
Dapat tak saye menjadi Naza T? (konon2 Naza Tajima..bweeekkk)

iklan:

Ummi: (Dukung Izz masuk bilik air..nak mandikan dia)

Izz:      "Tuu..tuu..tuuu" (sambil tunjuk kat plastic mug kat dapur..die mmg suke nak mandi guna mug tu)

Ummi: "Jap2..Ummi ambik" (Pegi amik)

Ummi: "Nah" (Bagi kat Izz)

Izz:     "Andaiiiiiiiii!"

Ummi pulak yg pandai..sape yg mak ni?

camno nak buek

12.07pm Sunday
Izz: (dah mandi dn bergelimpangan kat lantai tengok tv)
Abg: (tak mandi lagi dn sedang melipat kain..THANK GOD..saya paling TAK SUKA lipat kain)
Saya: (sama tak mandi lagi dn main intenet..oh bagusnye akhlak)

feeling like cracking something in the pot..

p/s: bos baru called last friday..asking me to start work a month earlier..meaning from 3 month notice to 2..camano nak cite kat ODK (org dalam kaca aka Mr K my current boss)..hmmm..camno nak buek

Rumah kuning rumah biru

surprise surprise surprise
just last 2 days i put down my resignation letter and now this??
SDE signed an MOU with Petronas for them to buy our Telok Ramunia yard
and another MOU with MMHE for them them to buy our Pasir Gudang yard..where I am right now
in one way..i felt somehow relief
but again..i'm feeling the sad vibes from around me
everybody's feeling down..after the official announcement from Sime Darby president..everybody was in no mood to do anymore work

so..if it really is going to be true
SDE PG will become MMHE
yellow will become blue
orange will become white
jeans will become slack

hopefully everything will turn out right and better for everybody

Borak borek

I'm officially an outcast!
Haha..that's more to how i feel actually eh yeke..bukan rase course dicancel oleh HR sebaik letak jawatan tu mmg menunjukkan ko dah outcasted ke naza? yela..betulla..(mcm enlightened tetibe)
Time to move on.. sesape tau mane nak cari lori??

I really really really wanna go find a comforter set today sbb today ialah j card day :P
Want to do some make ups to my room at my mom's house
Well..that's where i'll live for a while after this..so that's why la mengade sket
I got a new room kat bawah skarang..best sebab dekat dgn dapur camtu pun boleh best ek?
The theme is purple though my parents choose the wrong kind of purple for the wall than what i had in mind..but  it's OKla..i'll make it work
I kind of like purple in a bedroom
seems romantic and elegant.. dont you think?
lgpun..purplish reddish maroonish and everything in between..haha..that's soo me

nice colour eh?

tp mau beli yg affordable la..ini nampak sgt mewah dn mahal!

yippeeee!!!

Im sooo soooo soooooo happy!!

i found almost all of izz's photos that were lost before

right from the moment i went into the labour room

thanks abah!! sib bek abah simpan backup

i owe you for this wink wink

Abg..i think you'll like this..konfem dah lupe kan :)

Izz on his 3rd day of life at Salam hospital sbb kena jauntice..

 bulu belakang mcm carpet di kala itu haha

Update2 omong2

See my ticker?

It's not moving..why?

bcos it doesnt allow me to move

yet..huk

okla..iklan

ummi: (baru kuar dr toilet)

ayah: "tau tak izz ckp pe td? Ayah..ne Mmi?"

hmm!!(menarik nafas)..anakku dah pandai menyusun ayat!
bile waktukan die mmbesar?
am i getting old??hahaha
opp..rephrase
is it time to start anew?
izz cam manja jek..siap kuat jeles lagik..
ayahnye pun tak boleh pegang2 ummi dpn dia..
camne la kalo ade adik ek..

izz dn makciknye (no kidding)

another iklan

i'm about to put my resignation letter
really looking forward to it
is it time to start anew?
for my career path..i believe it is :))

good luck to me
i need a lot of it

i'm done and yay

finally!
i finished the twilight saga last night
pheww~
the last book (which was the thickest) was definitely astounding
i couldnt bear to put it down
overall, among the 4 books, no 1 and 4 were definitely my pick
i couldnt wait to see how the final movie's going to realize the story
it was overwhelming yet soooo exciting
4 thumbs up!! (dgn kaki2 skali..haha)
human-vampire wedding
human-vampire child
who was then the soul mate of a werewolf
sound crazy eh? karutan sgt hebat, but i was so into it nonetheless..haha

so..
5 down, 5 to go (see my book challenge widget)
:))))

Jalan2 cari kenduri

ummi:     "izz..jom kite gi jalan2 makan nasi minyak..ummi berios nak jadi yuna arini"

izz:         "ye ke yuna??..ke siti nurhaliza? yuna kn kurus"

^___^  benchii ahh..x sabo nk kurus..tp siti lg lawo tau izz!

Selamat Pengantin Baru to my old old old friend Syazwarina (she was lovely!! so happy for her!)..

and

also to Nurul Huda Abdlah, kawan matriks UIA sama susah sama senang sama kuat merapu sama kuat makan dulu tp ko lg kuat makan dr aku..ko sememangnye Mama Chantek :))))

monolog

feeling overwhelmed these days
with the work and all
God..give me strength
only You know what's best for me
and i have complete faith in that
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bile depressed..i'll cook
it's like a therapy pathetic me

Yuna - Gelora Jiwa-reborn

liking this song..

you go girl!

BMI

Seeing my new ticker, just felt needed to say something about BMI
BMI = body mass index (or British Malaysia Institute kan Aja kan..hehe)
It kind of gives you a guideline, to see whether you are in a healthy range considering your weight and height, or not

Calculation is simple
 BMI = weight (kg) / [height (m) x height (m)]

Approximately,
Below 20 = Slender-Lean
20-25 = Ideal weight range
25-30 = Overweight (though 25-27 could mean healthy if you're large-boned and heavily muscle)
30and above = very overweight / high risk
40 and above = extremely overweight / high risk for health complications

so guys, the conclusion..
my 25 BMI is on the verge of unhealthiness and overweightness!!!! ade ke word ni?
dang!!!!
hate it hate it!