Conflicts are such an essential don’t you think? Of life?
It’s troubling, causes havoc, and meltdowns.. But without it one will never arises back
How did I deal with it?
But sometimes I do feel that I have the ability to put ignorance at its best
And get the strength to make hard decisions in my life
By being a little ignorant..and stop being the nice person while letting myself get all the hard s**t..and stop thinking too much of what other ppl think (like i’ve always did in my younger years )
Only then did I manage to appreciate myself more..and make the call that is beneficial for me
I don’t know if that’s strength or simply ego
But my rule of thumb
Jadi kuat takpe asalkan jgn org meluat
Org meluat sape pun tanak kawan J ataupun pura2 kawan
This post is inspired from my non-work related activity on my last day of work before Raya Holiday..takde mood nk keja..maka stalking around and ‘terr’ambil tau life conflicts of meaningful people around me..
At this point of life, i think i can say, i appreciate the fact that I’m indeed ageing
It’s not something to be afraid of, but something to be celebrated
Bcos without it, I could never see the world from my perspective like today, could never gained as much experience like i have today, could never make decisions like I have nowadays..and to actually say something back about it..
To my friends and family
Salah silap ampun dipohon
Semoga Allah melimpahkan keberkatan pada kita semua :)
p/s: I want to hold hands with Badrul Amri and grow old together