bahagia

continuation from prev entry gluk gluk

there were many things i love (and still in love), remembering my preggy days (preggers? preggy? preggies?mane tah betol)

7 months with Izz..during Syazwan's engagement..the flower was for Dian

1. i was happy being FAT..yeehaaaa..i could eat and eat and eat and it was OK..tak kesah la or g kate untuk 2 org ke, untuk tambah khasiat ke..sbb hobi makan ni masa tak ngandung pon tak terhalang..tp bile ngandung, xde sape marah..saya sgt suke!!

2. i felt beautiful..seriously..

• hilang sudah rambutku yg kasar, tb2 bertukar jd rambut pantene ye, lembut hitam berkilat..


• hampir 9 bulan langsung tak guna facial wash atau ape2 facial cream (sbb malas sungguh rasanye di kala itu), tp sekenit2 jerawat pon tak muncul tiba..


• perut buncit itu org keliling nampak indah bile mengandung..lg sengaja pakai baju2 yg show my yummy bulging tummy bukan la nampak skin plak kn


• sume org geram (+takut) dgn perut saya yg extra volume wakaka tp saya rasa best

3. akhirnya dpt beli full auto washing machine..wakaka..kebetulan yg asal2 semi auto tu rosak, dn disebabkan kesian pkkn nnti susah dgn anak kecik nak guna semi auto, maka akhinye me and hubby beli yg canggih tekan2 tit tot tit tot tu..kuikui alasan
4. except during the earlier days mabuk2 tu (dlm 1 bulan +-), saya sgt cergas

• asik kena marah dgn org keliling, sbb suka jalan laju2..derang kata mcm tak mengandung jalannye


• saya active pegi swimming dr masa 2-3 bulan kot sampai la dah 8 bulan masa bulan ke9 tu tak gi sbb bulan puasa..1st time ever belajar serious swimming, masa pregnant ni la..Ed our Philipino lead electrical engineer was our dearest instructor..die bersabor je melayan mak buyung yg suka sgt main air tp ade serious fear of crossing across deep pool..but i managed to overcome that and crossed many times, thanks to him and my fellow swimmers..(extra point: swimming is the best exercise for preggers yaa)


• saya gi Bandung masa 5 bulan..sakan bershopping..sampai kaki yg sedia bengkak mnjadi hulk hogan..turun naik mcm2 tpt..sabo je la mak buyung ni


• asik gelak je org kate la..sket2 gelak sket2 gelak..adekah izz terikot2 suke gelak sbb ni??

5. discover saya ni sgt suka info fakta berkenaan pregnancy and babies and parenting etc2.

• suke sgt cari info kat internet, nak tau jugak2 what happened inside my tummy


• found manu websites with quality info (saya pun tapis2 gak sbb info vast sgt). Saya recommend

http://www.babycenter.com.my/ - once registered, you'll get weekly email informing your baby development for each week masa dlm tummy sampai dah bersalin sampai anak 3 taun tak silap..siap current issues (preggers boleh mkn durian tak, elok pakai buai tak, etc)..siap gamba2 sume masa baby dlm perut camne rupenye
http://www.hypnobirthing.com.my/, - for those who like to think out of the box (ewah)..i recommend
http://www.brillkids.com/, - do u know that we can teach our baby to read as early as 2 months old..and it’s proven that the baby can practically read by herself as early as 2 years old? Have a go

http://www.babysnowdrop.com/ , - want to increase your breastmilk production? Try fenugreek
http://www.mummyhugsshop.blogspot.com/ - wear your baby with style. Find out the benefits too

• Jdpt tau byk kepercayaan yg ramai org guna selama ni hanyala mitos..hmmm


• glad to found out that ultrasound scan is harmless to the baby..so ape lagi, pegi scan and print almost every month la..hehe

6. discover my addiction towards online shopping - ehehe..time pantang especially, masa ditegah untuk keluar, addiction ni menjadi2..sampai puting yg kecik pon lori besar hantar depan umah
7. discover saya sgt suka breastfeed

• beria2 nak exclusive breastfeed since preg..tp end up campur gak izz minum sgt byk sampai habis stok dlm freezer and tak sempat nak topup wawawa..but i still bf until today..rasa suka sgt la plak sbb skarang die dah aktif, so masa bf la dpt peluk dia, belek2 dia, renung mata dia, senyum2 kat dia, cium2 dia..dia pun masa ni la pegang2 muka saya, cucuk sana cucuk sini..camne tah nak wean nnti tatau la..hoho


• sgt suka dgn breastpump saya..AVENT..ibu2, sila pilih brand ini untuk beli bp..walaupun mahal, tp worth it..rather than buying those cheap ones yg end up tak kuar susu, menyakitkan, mmbahayakan dn sbgainya, pastu beli lain beli lain last2 jd mahal jugak, baik invest one time je dn beli yg bagus dn confirm help to produce more milk and langsung tak sakit dn sgt mudah nak pakai..even the manual one pun sgt mudah dn best..if willing to spend, beli yg 3 in 1 AVENT bp (boleh plug in, battery or jd manual)..AVENT mimic how baby sucks, so mmg tak sakit dn help produce more milk izz hisap lg sakit kdg2..hehee


• susu ibu tadek jual kat kedai, so pricelessss, khasiat tak tertanding

8. saya sgt gembira nak beranak - thanks to my Hypnobirthing lesson, i really looked forward to give birth, no fear.. belajar yg giving birth can be painless actually..just terkilan tak dpt praktikkan masa beranak sbb induced due to complication..for next time insyaAllah :) tp the lesson really helped me physically and mentally during the pregnancy period.yes
9. the moment i looked upon my angel - lepas Izz terkeluar je haha, i immediately asked to hold my baby..nurse pon terpinga2 sbb derang sebok nak amik Izz untuk inspection and injection..but Dear Doc Toha knew my request and let me hold him..this is one of the Hypnobirth lesson, which is for the child to have immeediate bonding with the parents..so i cuddled him and forgot everything that happened earlier hehe, tangan ayah sampai calar balar ummi pegang and talked to him and soothe him and kissed him padahal sebelum tu ada scene saya jerit2 tp tb2 cergas kembali di kala ni ..and he opened his eyes right when ayah called his name. he knew!! mungkin sbb dah sll kena panggil masa dlm tummy

Wah..sgt emosi entry ini ye..terpancar jelas betapa saya beremosi bahagia menceritakan bab ni..ehe..ehe ehe..adekah ini memungkinkan ape2..oo, not yet not yet..mmg suka..tp biar Izz main lama sket..at least habiskan bf sampai 2 taun ke insyaAllah..pastu boleh start plan baru :D

gluk gluk

Arini ni nak jd keibuan sket boleh lak arini je
Ni perbualan antara seorg ibu dn seorg bakal ibu tak kire bakal kot kalo dah mmg ade dlm perut tu, he

Ezlen Shasharin... lately aku tdo ganas weit
Nazarulniza Ka... haha..ko sedar ke laki ko bgtau
Ezlen Shasharin... aku yg sedar
Ezlen Shasharin... risau aku
Ezlen Shasharin... ble sedar leh la aku tdo elok2
Ezlen Shasharin... sian bby dlm perut
Nazarulniza Ka... haha, dun wori..die byk kusyen dlm tu
Nazarulniza Ka... tak rasa punye
Ezlen Shasharin... heheh
Nazarulniza Ka... tak silap aku, bile maknye gerak2, bg die kat dlm tu rasa la sket2, tp mcm duduk dlm buai je
Ezlen Shasharin... tue la aku pk msti bby kne penyet ke ape ke
Nazarulniza Ka... lg die sedap ade la dlm tu
Ezlen Shasharin... heheh
Ezlen Shasharin... duk mcm dlm buai
Nazarulniza Ka... tahnye..siap tilam air
Nazarulniza Ka... ape nak rasa
Nazarulniza Ka... hehe
Nazarulniza Ka... Tuhan pandai kan..buat dlm tu air..mmg penyerap plg baik segala hentakan ke bunyi ke
Nazarulniza Ka... mcm tenang je dlm tu..mcm ko rasa bile masukkan kepala dlm air
Nazarulniza Ka... kn cam diam je,gluk gluk
Ezlen Shasharin... heehheh

Hmm, rasa rindu nak ngandung balik
Best sgt masa tu
Every step of the way, sentiasa nak tau ape jd dlm tu
Byk sgt main intenet di kala ni sori bosSbb asik cari info psl pregnancy masa dlm pantang pon ngadap tenet sambil nyusu izzBile rajin cari info, mcm2 ilmu Tuhan bagi
Saya ni jenis suka cari fakta, tak mudah2 nak percaya2 ckp2 org
Ala2 degil sket haha
Bukan ape, tak suka buat pape buta2 tuli, buat pape bile tau sbbnye, baru rasa bersungguh2
Dan baru puas bile nampak hasil

Rasa pasni nak buat entry psl ngandung tgh sgt dlm mode nak bercerita bab ni baik dilayankn

izz..within minutes after birth..segar dr ladang :D

Batu

thus is actually my unfavourable 2
tapi tak brape nak marah, cuma rasa sengal2 dgn kejadian nih
so takyah tajuk besar2 kat atas tu
bukan tulis sbb nak bgtau ape saya ada (diingatkan!!)
tulis sbb nak bgtau ape saya alami

nape la segelintir org2 kite ni, suke judge by appearance
me and hubby, frankly, simple people
sometimes, adela berhias2 kot
but not a daily thing la
my hubby, lg la..hehe kekadang boleh jd isu

so, the story
after raya holiday, i lost one of my XXX wuwuwu, hatiku sangat2 terguris
from my engagement ring
bought it at Wah Chan
my fault mungkin, sbb pakai tangan kanan..my handy hand

so, last Sunday, masa kat Angsana,
kebetulan ade Wah Chan
kitorg masuk la
ada la pmpuan2 kita ni
bile nampak kitorg masuk,
serius je muka, senyum pun tak

Saya tanye kat sorg ni,
"Dik, kalo nak ganti XXX ni boleh ke?brape?"
"dlm 50 camtu..boleh saya tgk"
saya pn bukak cincin and bagi die tgk
"aa, dlm 50"
"Kalo celup balik kasi putih?"
"hmm, dlm 100 camtu" masih muka serius. Saya pulak rasa haa, 50 je tukar??bia betul

At the same time sorg lg dtg tgk jugak, pastu die cam lebih mengetahui kot..
psl die pnggil sorg lg pmpuan yg lebih mengetahui dari die
Org ke 3 ni kate
"Jap ye, saya nak check jap"
Dia bawak masuk bilik die, i guess nak gune teropong die
Bile die kuar, die ckp2 dgn the 1st 2 ladies
saya dgr derang sebut2 "real XXX"
Lalu..
Pmpuan 3: "aa Kak, kalo ni saya agak dlm ___ hinggit..saya agak je la,,ni anggaran saya..kena check betul2"
Bad: "aa, sbb bukan American XXX kan"
Pmpuan 1: "bukan, so kena tanye kilang dulu..anak akak umur brape kak? setaun? oo tembam ek..bla bla bla bla" tetibe berubah wajah, mode peramah
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apekah ?????

sgt menjengkelkn saya dn suami..
sampai ke rumah kitorg masih rasa jengkel
saya rasa sgt tak suke bile org judge based on appearance
lagi2 bile org kite yg buat camtu
camne la org asik tak mengate je org kite itu ini itu ini

jengkel

saya benci entry ni

Unfavourable 1: AIR ASIA tak berakhlak

This is my 2nd entry for the day
Ade beberapa kejadian happened last week, which were really unfavourable:

Location: LCCT
Flight: Air Asia KL to Senai
Issue: I was only with Izz during that flight. One hand holding him, another hand my big handbag full of important stuff(diapers, wet tissues, izz’s change of cloth, milk bottle, purse, etc, and yes, my lappy).
As I described in my previous entry, kulit kat nappy area Izz melecet, so bile die poop or pee je, die akan nangis2 mintak tukar.
Nak dijadikan cerita, right during the calling for passengers, Izz cried.
I was among the first in line at that time.
I hurriedly went to the washroom to change Izz’s diaper, terkontang kanting sorg2.
But everything was under control, so I wasn’t mad.
But I was indeed mad after that!!
When I went out of the washroom, the queue was so long.
I went in front to see the Air Asia guy , nak tanye
“Dik, kalo akak dah reserve seat, boleh pegi dulu tak?”
He took my pass “Seat no brape ni? Oh 31F.Pergi belakang skali ye kak” dgn penuh nada, siap tangan2 tunjuk arah belakang queue without even looking at me.
I looked at the long lines and decided to just sit, while in my heart rasa kenape dah reserve seat tp masih kena beratur. Izz dah la tak sihat, pastu takkan nak dukung Izz yg 10 kilo sepanjang queue tu.
Hello, I was alone.bukan ada org lain nak gilir2 dukung.
So I sat.
A few minutes later, another staff came, a woman.
I went to her, asking nicely “Excuse me, tak boleh ke dah reserve seat untuk naik dulu?”
She checked my pass and said..”OO, ni bukan hot seat. Cuma hot seat reservation je boleh naik dulu”
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So??? ??

Tak nampak ke org yg sorg2 terkontang kanting dukung anak bawak beg ni??
I couldnt believe it!
Even dlm LRT yg plg mahal rm2.50 pun ade seat reservations untuk those in need mcm preggys, ppl with small child, old ppl, OKU..
Apehal airline yg tambang jauh lg mahal, tp servis mcm haram??
Kalaupun nama tambang murah, LRT yg lg murah tu boleh plak berbudi bahasa kan.
Tapi ni tak.
They expected me to queue just like everybody else.
WTH????
Ok..fine~~~~~~
I didn’t booked a hot seat..but what happened to courtesy??
Bende sekecil ni pun tak le nak buat ke..
Kalo org sarat mengandung pun die nak suh berdiri lame2 beratur ke??
Kalo org tua sakit camne plak??
B***H!
I was mad indeed, until today, until bile2 pun la kot
But as I was alone at that time, and had Izz to think about (he had started crying a bit, and was feverish)..
I just sat down again, tried to soothe Izz, tepuk2 dia, and cried myself a bit
And the whole queue just looked at me as if I did some wrongs
Benci!!

Thankfully,
The flight attendances were nice
Especially this one lady yg greet masa mula2 masuk flight
I sat at the last row
Reserved that place sbb dekat dgn toilet, senang untuk Izz
Lgpon back row biasenye kosong, so more space for Izz
FA td byk layan Izz
Bile die tgk Ummi lap2 Izz sbb demam, die yg tolong amik air sume
Layan2 kitorg
The grievances I felt earlier went away a bit bcos of her
Thank you lady
Tatau nama, but I really thank you

All in all
AIR ASIA!
Tolongla ade budi bahasa dn sopan santun
Isnt that what our country is proud of
SO isn’t that what you should reflect as one of Malaysia’s airlines??
urhhh

bertabahlah

This is one LOOONG entry
Here goes

9 Oct 10, Saturday
I went back to Shah Alam
With Izz..hitchhiked Sarah, Farah, Nad & Amad they were going to Usop’s wedding at Manjung
Izz was unusually quiet
He just sat on my lap hanging on to me..
Even when the others held him, he was very quiet
My instinct felt something wasn’t right
Our last stop before Shah ALam was Nad’s house at Jalan Ipoh
Izz had a bath there after 8 hours travel byk singgah2
He had a very watery stool
Thought it was just a one time thing
He had a temperature too
Went to Clinic, doc said it was nothing

10 Oct 10, Sunday
Izz seemed quite slow
Usually he loves climbing the stairs
This time, he just played by himself
Went to a clinic for the 2nd time
Doc gave ubat angin
I didn’t give Izz any, sbb kalo angin, mesti dia dah nangis2, which he didn’t
He was just being quiet
Went to IKEA
Shop stuffs
Got great purchase
5 tiers book case for rm75
And some other things

11 Oct 10, Monday
Had meeting at RWP, Menara RKT
Mom took care of Izz
Watery stools continued
Still feverish
Getting worried
Brought Izz to see pediatrician at SALAM that night
Doc said probably some mild infection in his intestines
And his skin around the nappy area was scorched red
Got some meds for diarrhea, fever and the skin
Doc said to come again on Wednesday if he still doesnt recover
Izz cried terribly whenever being washed
Izz who normally doesn’t matter sitting on his stool for so long, cried immediately lepas pooped or peed
Ummi felt so terrible

12 Oct 10, Tuesday
Meeting at RWP still
Izz continued with medication
Mom said Izz didn’t want to eat

13 Oct 10, Wednesday
Last day meeting at RWP
Izz still wasn’t well
Went home early to get Izz see the pediatrician again
SALAM’s doc was unavailable
So went to SMC
He suspected Rotavirus
(Dulu masa nak inject Izz untuk Rotavirus ni, doc kate takyah sbb dah over 6 months..haiii)
As I was going back to Johor that night, he wrote a letter to be given to pediatrician at PG, to perform test on Izz’s stool

That evening, Mom, Iqa & AInaa sent us to KLIA LCCT
I prayed for Izz to be strong during the flight
Had another story here, but I’ll tell it in later entry
Abg was there when we arrived at Senai
So happy to see him yet so tired
Very very tired
But for Izz, I just kept my head high, my spirit strong
I chose to be a mom, and I’m serious at it

14 Oct 10 – 15 Oct 10
Izz continued his meds
My poor baby
No pediatricians until next week
Dr Aziz of Hosp Penawar was on leave
Regency got no one
Puteri is too far and available during office hour only
I called Johor Specialist, nobody picked up

On Thursday night, I vomited
Continued until Friday at office
Feeling weak the whole day
Had diarrhea too
That afternoon, Abg called
He also was on fever, had headache, diarrhea and vomited too
That night, he was seriously ill
Went to Penawar to see outpatient doc
He could only treated Abg but not Izz as Izz’s case was more serious
He asked us to go see pediatrician jugak
That night, after took his med, abg vomited veraciously

Abah called a few times
Only at midnight I could answer his phone
Turned out Mama and Ainaa suffered some vomiting too
Ape yg dah jadi ni??
(At that time I didn’t know Rotavirus could easily infect other ppl including adults,
Nad who played with Izz during our journey from PG to KL got infected too)

Thankfully, I was fit enough to take care both of my boys that night
Or maybe it was just my willpower to forgot that I was also sick, so that I can look after them

16 Oct 10, Saturday
Alhamdulillah
Abg woke up in a healthy state,
Izz also slept soundly till late morning, his fever subsided
No more watery stool but he still pooped frequently
Somehow I could feel the harsh week was coming to an end
Went to Angsana
Everybody seemed a lot more better

17 Oct 10, Sunday
Izz didn’t pooped so many times dah
Didn’t give him any meds today
He was more like himself
Being very active as usual
Rasa lega sgt
Cuma tak sure masih nak kena buat stool test lg tak since Dr Aziz will be around starting the next Monday
Everything was back to normal

Syukur Tuhan, Kau kembalikan kesihatan kepada org2 kesayanganku, Kau bagi kekuatan padaku untuk menjaga mereka, Kau beri ujian supaya kami tabah

biggest loser kah?

alhamdulillah
berjaya gak mengopen housekn umah
niat nak jamu kawan2 dah terlunas
masak mi udang and mushroom soup
thanks to ina and nor, adik2 yg sudi nak tolong akak sorg ni
tambahan order nasi goreng as a backup
and choc cake and caramel cake sponsored by izz's babysitter k aya buat mmg sgt sedap!!
ada gak lebih smalam, sbb ade 2-3 open house on the same night umah ber lorna & umah en kamal
tapi bile bawak ofis pagi ni, dlm masa 10 menit lesap licin he
sume lapar di waktu pagi la kate
yg separuh bg bad untuk officemates die pon sama piping mane2 tempat pon mmg suke mentekedaghah kot, he

and aah,
got my canvas prints yesterday
akhirnye dpt la gantung sebelum open house bermule
satisfied with the result, very much

our instrument raya celebration pon berjaya
dgn pak arab bawak dulang tembaga naik ofis, mmg feel la i heart the dulangs
will put the photos later

kesimpulan pada sume ini ialah
ape nak jd dgn the biggest loser challenge saya yg sebelum ramadhan saya ialah naib juara???

hadramawt

tomorrow is instrument raya celebration
kitorg planning the hover the topp sket
asik ketupat lontong rendang jek
pekate tukar meny arabic cuisine
ape lagi, of coz hadramawt la our favourite
bestnyee bile dah bukak cawangan kat JB
jenuh gakla kalo asik kena tunggu balik KL baru dpt
we ordered (of coz) mendy and madghout
nasi terbaik!!
and variation of lamb and chicken lamb yg so tender it falls off the bone yaa
siap delivery all the way from JB to SDE
the cost is of coz hover la jugak
but a few of our staff ada sponsor2 especially pakya n k ida. thanks!!
and all engineer level agreed to pay just a tad bit more so that the designer level and below dont have to pay as much
all in all, nak kasi sume rasa bende baru dn mmg uh..best ah!
i ordered pandan layer cake from k niza proposal gak for the aug and sept bsdays
pun ramai tak penah try
so nak kasi cube sbb mmg sedap jugee saye taula kan~~
for the drinks, nor akan buat air asam boi die yg best tuh

haii..
cepatla khamis
egegege

canvas

Minat terbaru

Having canvas prints of my own

currently reviewing the design for my wedding photos

And the outdoor photoshoots of the 3 of us

izz pon dah besar, gambar masa tu gigi pon tadek lg

hopefully can have the 2 frames by next week..yesss

credit to joey and saiful